Homeyy is waiting

finally, i am now release.

Civil activity is coming up soon at Moyog river.

after that, i am going home babe.

so please,, wait for me.

i'll be home and cook for u. hahaha

Really miss my sisters. :D

love u.

miss my homeyy~

iamupandawaybabe,

Sasa

perfect timing

sore throat, headache, flu, cough, eyesore
all comes in a perfect timing!.
paling NGAM lah.

bisuk ada paper, arini jugalah kamu lawat sa.
I can't sleep nor study.

hidung leaking. kepala pening.
mata bengkak.terbatuk-batuk.

i'm a little bit insane right now.
my mind aren't working as usual.

oklah. i go~
bye.

iamupandaway,
Sasa

Goodluck

Hola?
I am stress. EXAM is coming very soooooon~
and i am not ready yet. not even 1%.

my FYP presentation is on 23rd Nov.
and still, i haven't start anything.
yeah! Kotoh kadi dusun.

By the way, i am HAPPY.
my Mr. Mister bought me a new roxy handbag and Vincci's wedges.
Thank you darling. muahhx!
goodluck in ur exam too, love.

WISH ME LUCK FOR MY FYP.
WISH US LUCK IN UPCOMING EXAM.

Dear God, give me the strength and lend me 'kerajinan'
to study and to do well in my exam.
Amin~

i am missing my family. my mom's cooking dishes.
wish u all were here.

Lastly, Goodluck to my luvly sister, Aida. Hope u get 5A's in ur UPSR.
and to my gorgeous sister, Bby.. Good luck in ur exam too.
not forgotten to my brother, Jay. Goodluck in ur interviews.

Wish You All The Best.

i love u all,
Sasa

~Papar Love~

PAPAR LOVE

it's a trip with friends whom i used to hang out with at Keningau.

We:
Group from KK: me (sasa), Anita, Riccie, Vincent, Davies, and Naim.
Group from Keningau: Moi, Pp, Felix, Aunty (Anita's mom)

it's a fun trip where we go fishing, catch prawns which we use it as bait.

as i promise before,
here are photos that i snap on the trip.


me with the guys.

Naim and Daniel bersantai.
love this shot.



Naim caught ikan buntal

me again and Adik(dunno whats her real name) heee

Riccie and Davies.

these are shots that i loved. heee
Thanks to the model : cutie Yani and Daniel

My favourite shot

Notty Danial. :D


the view


i like this one but sadly i snap half of yanie's figure only.
but still i love this photo.

p/s: all this photos were taken with my SE hp camera. poor quality? maybe but i am satisfied.

Great joy, loving and caring peoples.
can't wait to have a trip like this again. :)
We don't catch much. but knowing this peoples is really made my day.

gotta update soon.

i'm up up and away babe,
Sasa

sakit mata sa

adai, sakit mata.,
ni kali pos sa melayu. alim suda. eh apa kaitan??
tidak banyak mau cakap.
mau upload2 pic ja..


me, my luvly sista n cuzzy.


me and him.

and pic paling manang untuk post ini.


..
.
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yah mata ku merah digusuk2. hahahahaha

P/s: sa mau kasi private suda ini blog. yang rajin-rajin mau p baca tu sila lah bagitau sedia emel anda yah?

Sekian terima kasih.



Love,
Sasa

it's weekend

halo hi.
i am here, at Papar. with my friends. its been a long time
i didn't spend time with them.
Miss them very much. haha

now, we will go to fishing.
hope can catch some fish there.
anyway, see u all soon. with photos i suppose.
@.~

Love,
Sasa

The Untitle

Background's song: Home - Michael Buble
Mood: Missing my family ( agak sentimental disitu)
Status: Single. Eh apa kaitan ni?
Hati & Jantung: Berdegup-degup kencang. The heartbeat made me feel a lil bit uneasy.

OKlah. enough with crap. :D right now, i am listening to michael buble's song. dush~~ I WANNA GO HOME. i really missed the old Sasa. <--- agak offside di situ.

New Sasa: Hye Sasa. Where have u been. i really missed u. :)
Old Sasa: ....... (Gone with the flow of times)
New Sasa: T.T

i looked at the pictures album in my sis lappy. since mine already broke down. and i saw my family's pictures. ^_^

MISS THEM MUCH.

and i found funny photos taken by me. i know i am a SOT girl. haha

snap!

snap! snap!

snap! snap! snap!

Haha.. guilty! u made me miss u like hell.
and actually my Ibu dislike me taking pictures of her. i mean budu2 punya photo.
and Ibu, i miss u too. Semua sa miss. hehehe

got to go now. Continue finishing my assignment....

LOVE U RMF. ^_^
and
I MISS U TOO RMF.

love,
Sasa

the sotness

Morning. Again. I woke up EARLY. haha. happy bout it but
ades sakit kepala, sakit badan.
last night was a blast. nah~ terskip suda my class because
of kegutz om kogutan kadi dusun. love u bie and chris. i was craving for HINAVA before and yeahh~ dapat juga sa makan akhirnya. ;)
alalaala no pic for the hinava.


right now i am eating papaya and drinking guava juice(my fav)


nah ini pic paling manang bilang orang melayu.


kogutan punya muka.

anyway, sa pening. sorry coz this post might tunggang tabalik.

I am HAPPY.

@.~

wink for you.

P/s: sesiapa yang sa kacau semalam sa minta maaf sedia ar. :D


Lots of love,
Sasa

beautiful day

Happy HAPPY and happy. i woke up early than usual.. my life's routine is
getting back to normal. haha and i am happy with it. today, i was looking at my irc friend's fb photos.
His nickname is PAYAU. i found artworks in his album. here is my fav.


Credits to Mr.Mliq aka PAYAU.
wink for u ;)


beauty. one word that can describe the photo. i hope someone can teach me how to shoot/snap pic like this. haha..

anyway, my life is getting better. i am missing my family right now.
hope can meet them soon.
Love u all.

P/s: i know my posts are getting shorter. but hey, get used to it. :D

Love,
Sasa

halo Mr. Monday

helo. it's monday afternoon. i am very happy. haha!
coz my nerd mode is on. and yeah. maybe i should start studying and doing my assignments
before it turn off. anyway,,

i am HAPPY!.




wish me & u GOOD LUCK in your exam. ;)

full with love,

Sasa

flaming flame

i am sorry,, but i have to post this. to release the hatred and unsatisfaction.
frog u!


and again,.. i am sorry. :D

no love,

Sasa

i miss u.

status: missing u.
currently enjoy eating kuih lapis brought by Nisham from Miri. i wanna do all my assignments and of course while chatting and surfing the net. i looked around me and no one's here. im alone and lonely. . and then i know that i miss u. i miss u damn much lappy.haha!! so sorry because i din take care of u.. i let ur mainboard broke down. haishh...

i sent my laptop to service centre few months back to find out what lappy's problem but they didnt call me. so, last week(after 2 months waiting) i decided to call them n ask them bout lappy.. sadly,they told me the mainboard rusak suda lor... and if i wanna fix lappy, it will costs me rm1278. haha lucky number ka dat? i told them dont fix it since it too expensive. now,, i really want a new one. haha but i dont think my Ayah will buy it for me. but itu belakang cerita la. i just want to tell u that i miss u lappy.hhahaha

i think this is the last picture of lappy that ive taken b4 it matai.


ok, this post actually to kill my boredom for being alone at home after finishing my midterm for project management just now. so, yah.. i talk crap again but dont bother it. haha... i wanna put some cute words/things in my post after this. haha look cute(i saw it in Joanna's blog) and i want my blog look cute too. hope Jojo wont mind.
so,, off now. will play ps2 games now. daa~~


love,
Sasa

to girls out there, enjoy this. :)

to my friends, and awesome girls out there. :D

the lyrics,

Bruno Mars - Just the way you are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

(Chorus)
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think it's so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

(Chorus)

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

(Chorus)

(lyrics taken from www.lyricsmode.com)

here's the cover by janice and sonia. enjoy :D




love,
Sasa

lagi taggy things ;)

i am bored,. nothing to do. i was supposed to go to Kota Belud. Our course got event there. Hari Raya event but then i woke up late. nah~ i hope it wont make me fail the subject.AMIN. maybe i'll meet the lecturer on Monday and getting my ears ready for questions and being torture by him. haha.. OK, since i am boring and got nothing to do. let's do the taggy thing again. this time i was tagged by luvly sandra. :D

Here we go.....

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Ok bah (tengok keadaan juga ba ni)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

erm,, everything. if i start to like u, then i like u for no reason.(maybe there's too much to mention)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
confused-worried- but right now i wanna go kkbox-ing. haha

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Life's goes on even if u dont want to

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

ask them.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

lovely, awesome parents. :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

study progress(sadly i only think about it but no action), future, money

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?

love them much and cant wait to meet them again. :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

which one? hahaa (kidding). hard to find others like him.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

complicated but then lucky enough to still living with people who loves and keep supporting me.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

a successful person, help those who need help. and make my parents proud of me.;)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

erm..... antahla.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

i used to make them proud but i dont know now. :)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
poco-poco? hahahahahha kidding. still haven't think of it yet. dushh~

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
doii,, hope they'll pray for me not play anything.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
surf internet can make me awake till the dawn.
reading novels, comics (try zint's comic,i'll bet u'll laugh)
collect things
dance and sing ( i hope i can sing and dance better)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
miss hangout with them

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
meeting with wrong person?
kick out from the university?
ignored by ur frens?
i dont know, many things can b worst.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Only the God knows it. beriman la sa harap2. hehe

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
i wanna keep it secret. ;)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
funny things, comics, teasing people, happiness

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

stress, tension. haha (jawapan paling malas)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

yah, normal la ba tu

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
God, parents gave up on me, myself.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
adoyai manalah i tauu.kekekek

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
my attitude. kahkahkah.antah.. i'll try to change things that i shud've not done.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
huhu my family having an open house right now at Lahaddatu but im not there. stuck in KK. dush~ bagus sa pulang sj lau sa tau x juga tepigi tu KB.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

lagi taggy things ;)

Ohya, its my father's birthday. Happy birthday to you~~ happy birthday to you~~ happy birthday to you ayah~ happy birthday to you~~... may god bless u and make ur wish come true. love u...

Thats all for now. i didnt eat yet since morning. hee gotta go and see u soon. bye


love,
Sasa

another short update

yes, i am a lazy girl so, dont blame me for not updating my blog. heeee :D

last night, i went to Adriana&Ramon's wedding ceremony. Adriana is actually Pearl's friend and Pearl is my friend. . Held at 1Borneo Grand Ballroom and it was a great wed ceremony. U know it made me jealous and felt want to marry also but when i think about the responsibility after marriage. oh no,, NOT NOW. i am not ready yet. maybe later... :D ehemm,, anyway, Congratulations for Adriana and her husband. may god bless ur relation forever and ever.

snap some pictures there, i'll upload soon..

hugs and kisses,
Sasa

Tag tag ;)

Morning, lama suda tidak update. so,, untuk kemalasan yang tahap dewa ni. i just do the tag things ok? simple but FUN.
tagged by Joanna :D , sory lambat sa buat.


No. 1: Do you think you are hot right now?
ya! haha no. sajuk bah skrg. hujan sj kan?

No. 2: Upload wallpaper that you are using rite now

Alamak,, siou noh.. lappy sa rusak. lupa suda apa tu wallpaper sa oo. :) heeee
Miss my lappy so damn much.

No. 3: Last time eating pizza?

Last two months? cant recall.. heehe

No. 4: Last song that you listen?

Adamaya's soundtrack. i dunno the title. :D

No. 5: Others things that you are doing right now?

Blogging, chatting, facebooking, gaming.haha and yeah am listening to the sound of rain. it's raining. yeay!

No. 6: Other than your name what is other name that people use to call you?

Natasha. Shasha, Sasa, Laily( my aunty, shes the only one called me this)

No. 7: Tag five person

1.Ann rachel
2.jay
3.bby
4.mell
5.sandra

Who is no. 1 for you ?
my childhood friend which is also my classmate since primary school.

Say something for person no.5
same with no 1 but she transfered to other school when we were form 3. if im not mistaken. :D

no.3 is in relationship with?
i dont know. hahaaa as far as i know, she's single right now.

How about no.2 ?
he's my only brother... addicted to music. i guess

no 4 ?
my bro's fren.. met her in fb. :)

haha thats all for now. gotta update soon. :D

hugs and kisses,
Sasa

Morning Monday ;)

Good morning Monday,, Morning everyone..
:) heeee i don't know why i feel happy today even though i didn't sleep yet. I mean i didn't sleep from yesterday. Anyway, Sasa wishing u (Women) ,, Selamat hari wanita and have a good monday.
Enjoy your day as if it is your last day on earth.

;) *wink for u(guys)*
;) ;) *double wink for u(girls)*

Love,
Sasa

Quote of the day

These words suddenly went through my mind just now. n i love it.

"Sequels are boring, Randoms are fantastic." (Sasa,2010)




p/s: i changed my blog template. Thanx to Joanna Quintin and Ann Rachel. It is works finally.
This template is actually a temporary one, i'll change it after i found a lovely template.

Love,
Sasa

Movies~

Last two days, i went to cinema with him,. watch Little Big Soldier. i love Jackie Chan. he's talented n hilarious too. . watch it n u'll never regret. . it will blow ur stress away. :) heeeeee

oh n ya,, if u r Wang Lee Home's lover, watch this k.


Love,
sasa

Up and Down

i know what r u thinking. haha,. or maybe it's just me pandai2 mo conclude what u were thinking. NO it's not that. Everyone, everybody,... having this kind of shit. nah i didnt mean shit.. and yeah,, it's a human being to be living in life which is going up in one moment and then *snap* its falling down. n u feel DOWN~ DOWN~ DOWN~~

ya,, im bluffing here. n if u stil wanna read this,.. it's good though coz i need to share it. i dunno y,, actually i know y. i've been through a lot of obstacle in my life. lots of problema. and the source of my problems are,, myself.
i born in JULY. one of the characteristics is people born in july can easily forgive but hardly to forget. thats quite true. ..

There is ONE thing that i want to vanish it from my memory but it remains there and will bother me even i din want it to. this is the first tym im expressing my feelings. n yeah i run out of ideas.. no. actually as i mentioned, i dont know how to let the feelings flow to my finger and start to type it. i hardly curse, i am sensitive, i get angry, i feel sad, i feel regret. but still,, i only know how to show happy face. yaa of course sumtimes i showed my 'macam kena palit tai' face but still i keep it deep down in my heart. where no one can think/feel/guess what i felt. . i keep all my problems in a safetybox inside my heart.. and i think it's full already.. that's when i will throw it away by letting it flow in my tears..
and still,, i cried alone.. with no one arounds me.. but but but but.... but saja saya ini. but erm the same things i mean problems filling the safetybox.. how can i deal with this. counselor?
maybe not. i think i need to fix things in my brain, my mind. STOP THINKING ABOUT THE PAST kan? yah. i kept it in my mind.. and this is how i still can breathe and live.. LIFE GOES ON. i love the quote but i cant deny it.. its bother me. and i still can find ways to happiness. i do find some but sometimes i doesnt work for me. i love my family. they always support me. i know it even when sometimes i feel they dont. nah~ they've always support me. n so do i. i support them. . n friends... maybe it is just what i thought/felt. but i feel that i dont have real friends. i mean real friends,,, friends yang u can share ur both happy n sad times.. maybe it is just a stupid thought of mine. Nun,Yon,Ann, Zana, Pearl i shared with them.. thanks.. i love u..
bored with this crap? yah.. leave this blog immediately then. . coz i will keep bluffing until me puas hati. hahaha
ohh i feel stupid. . yeah i admit it. expressing what we feels are tough..

i need to relax bah kan??? but my friends always said im too relax.. in everything... to b exact i'll simply ignore things that i shudnt ignore to avoid it hurting myself. but the thing is,, it will stab me later,.. n dangggg~~ i will get down lagi. hahaha nevermind la. xpa lar.. i always said that. even my heart r bleeding heavily. muahahha..

and now,, there's a thought in my mind. its not a thought, but its a Q.. How can i live my life without feeling sad. i know it's imposibble but at least happier. maybe i need to spend more tym with outdoor activities.. instead of laying on bed thinking of blablablaa... u know what?
i think im done. yah,, it happens always. like this bluff n bluff n bluff n suddenly this words came across my mind "apa aku buat ni? cam gila." and then i stop think n talk crap. decide to live my life to the fullest. yah,, one day later dtg lagi ni perangai buduh. n i called it "datang SOT saya". i shared this only with one person. He is my boyfriend. and i think he's the only one who really understand me. i mean the real me,, from the inside n outside..

Last thing,, i read through this post b4 i publish it. n i really dont know what was i saying/typing? haha ignore the SOTNESS of me. this is just a CRAP but it make me feel better.

P/s: Jay n BB ni cuma luahan rasa,.. yah penyakit ini datang menyerang saya dikala kesedihan. haha


n last lagi,, ok ok.. This is really yg LAST punya betul2 punya last.

I LOVE MY FAMILY,,
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND,,
and I LOVE MY FRIENDSS..
Sorry if i do anything that irritate/annoy u..



love,
Sasa


-END-

Its a DOUBLE CELEBRATION

it is 14 FEBRUARY 2010 , and yeah its a double celebration. actually not for me, its for anyone who celebrate Chinese New Year.
nothing much to say,.. got assignment to do.
Just wishing
GONG XI FA CHAI
and
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY to all of u out there.
Lets fill our days with lots of lots of LOVE..



and hey, Mr.Riccie,
its triple for u and here special wishes from me. haha
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR : hang bao na lai? ;)
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY : i love u
HAPPY BIRTHDAY : later we celebrate k? after u back from holiday. hihihii

kisses,
Sasha

01 FEBRUARY 2010

its yesterday,,.. nothing much to tell. as usual,, me n Riccie go jalan2.. haha
i woke up late, i dunno y, but i hardly can sleep at night.. it's make me feel unhealthy.

i'll make it short.
i woke up late,, then i din go to class, why?? because it's too late already. haha i woke up at 12.00 noon. then i contact my bf. we went to eat at kk.. its my fav restaurant, Thien Thien Restaurant..
we eat,, erm beancurd, fried prawn n steamed chicken.. its not expenve.. its worth. haha n yummy, i wanna eat it again. huhu but poor bb, i din bring her coz she hv class.. btw,, i'll bring u another tym k??
yah,, its yummy yummy.. uhuuu im hungry, no money,..

hahaha and then we go for kboxing.. felt tired after that then we decided to go home..
ok, the end..

Random things

haha nda aku tau mau tulis apa lagi d blog,.. actually ramai benda mau tulis.. tp oleh kerana kemalasan d jiwa, di ati, di tangan, di otak, dan di mana-mana saya tulis la yang serba ringkas ini. at least ada update maa.. hahaha tahun baru sda kan. nah itu dia c sasa merapu2. hahaha

ok lah baru2 ni,, saya ada beli novel bertajuk ermm.. Can you keep a secret yang ditulis oleh Sophiee Kinsella.. its quite an interesting story.. dui beapakan aku berenglish2 ni. hahaha..
aku kestau ckit2 lar pasal ni buku k.. ni cerita pasal seorang yang kira bernasib x baik btul. haha 1 day, dia terkasitau semua rahsia dia dgn satu stranger.. semua Rahsia termasukla rahsia dia d atas katil.. then sudddenly lagi,, tu stranger sebenarnya bukan stranger.. rupa-rupanya tu stranger merupakan founder company dia bekerja. then di situla jalan cerita semakin best. so,, sapa-sapa yang suka mau baca novel tu. saya cadangkan ni novel la arr...


oh ya,, satu lagi.. aku suka pla dengar lagu c black mentor tu. hahaha macam siok pla.

p/s: aku taip ikut suka ati aku jak ni.. ejaan nda betul,, grammar lagi la nda betul. tp aku punya suka la ba kan, blog ku jg. muahahhahaha