Movies~

Last two days, i went to cinema with him,. watch Little Big Soldier. i love Jackie Chan. he's talented n hilarious too. . watch it n u'll never regret. . it will blow ur stress away. :) heeeeee

oh n ya,, if u r Wang Lee Home's lover, watch this k.


Love,
sasa

Up and Down

i know what r u thinking. haha,. or maybe it's just me pandai2 mo conclude what u were thinking. NO it's not that. Everyone, everybody,... having this kind of shit. nah i didnt mean shit.. and yeah,, it's a human being to be living in life which is going up in one moment and then *snap* its falling down. n u feel DOWN~ DOWN~ DOWN~~

ya,, im bluffing here. n if u stil wanna read this,.. it's good though coz i need to share it. i dunno y,, actually i know y. i've been through a lot of obstacle in my life. lots of problema. and the source of my problems are,, myself.
i born in JULY. one of the characteristics is people born in july can easily forgive but hardly to forget. thats quite true. ..

There is ONE thing that i want to vanish it from my memory but it remains there and will bother me even i din want it to. this is the first tym im expressing my feelings. n yeah i run out of ideas.. no. actually as i mentioned, i dont know how to let the feelings flow to my finger and start to type it. i hardly curse, i am sensitive, i get angry, i feel sad, i feel regret. but still,, i only know how to show happy face. yaa of course sumtimes i showed my 'macam kena palit tai' face but still i keep it deep down in my heart. where no one can think/feel/guess what i felt. . i keep all my problems in a safetybox inside my heart.. and i think it's full already.. that's when i will throw it away by letting it flow in my tears..
and still,, i cried alone.. with no one arounds me.. but but but but.... but saja saya ini. but erm the same things i mean problems filling the safetybox.. how can i deal with this. counselor?
maybe not. i think i need to fix things in my brain, my mind. STOP THINKING ABOUT THE PAST kan? yah. i kept it in my mind.. and this is how i still can breathe and live.. LIFE GOES ON. i love the quote but i cant deny it.. its bother me. and i still can find ways to happiness. i do find some but sometimes i doesnt work for me. i love my family. they always support me. i know it even when sometimes i feel they dont. nah~ they've always support me. n so do i. i support them. . n friends... maybe it is just what i thought/felt. but i feel that i dont have real friends. i mean real friends,,, friends yang u can share ur both happy n sad times.. maybe it is just a stupid thought of mine. Nun,Yon,Ann, Zana, Pearl i shared with them.. thanks.. i love u..
bored with this crap? yah.. leave this blog immediately then. . coz i will keep bluffing until me puas hati. hahaha
ohh i feel stupid. . yeah i admit it. expressing what we feels are tough..

i need to relax bah kan??? but my friends always said im too relax.. in everything... to b exact i'll simply ignore things that i shudnt ignore to avoid it hurting myself. but the thing is,, it will stab me later,.. n dangggg~~ i will get down lagi. hahaha nevermind la. xpa lar.. i always said that. even my heart r bleeding heavily. muahahha..

and now,, there's a thought in my mind. its not a thought, but its a Q.. How can i live my life without feeling sad. i know it's imposibble but at least happier. maybe i need to spend more tym with outdoor activities.. instead of laying on bed thinking of blablablaa... u know what?
i think im done. yah,, it happens always. like this bluff n bluff n bluff n suddenly this words came across my mind "apa aku buat ni? cam gila." and then i stop think n talk crap. decide to live my life to the fullest. yah,, one day later dtg lagi ni perangai buduh. n i called it "datang SOT saya". i shared this only with one person. He is my boyfriend. and i think he's the only one who really understand me. i mean the real me,, from the inside n outside..

Last thing,, i read through this post b4 i publish it. n i really dont know what was i saying/typing? haha ignore the SOTNESS of me. this is just a CRAP but it make me feel better.

P/s: Jay n BB ni cuma luahan rasa,.. yah penyakit ini datang menyerang saya dikala kesedihan. haha


n last lagi,, ok ok.. This is really yg LAST punya betul2 punya last.

I LOVE MY FAMILY,,
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND,,
and I LOVE MY FRIENDSS..
Sorry if i do anything that irritate/annoy u..



love,
Sasa


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Its a DOUBLE CELEBRATION

it is 14 FEBRUARY 2010 , and yeah its a double celebration. actually not for me, its for anyone who celebrate Chinese New Year.
nothing much to say,.. got assignment to do.
Just wishing
GONG XI FA CHAI
and
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY to all of u out there.
Lets fill our days with lots of lots of LOVE..



and hey, Mr.Riccie,
its triple for u and here special wishes from me. haha
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR : hang bao na lai? ;)
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY : i love u
HAPPY BIRTHDAY : later we celebrate k? after u back from holiday. hihihii

kisses,
Sasha

01 FEBRUARY 2010

its yesterday,,.. nothing much to tell. as usual,, me n Riccie go jalan2.. haha
i woke up late, i dunno y, but i hardly can sleep at night.. it's make me feel unhealthy.

i'll make it short.
i woke up late,, then i din go to class, why?? because it's too late already. haha i woke up at 12.00 noon. then i contact my bf. we went to eat at kk.. its my fav restaurant, Thien Thien Restaurant..
we eat,, erm beancurd, fried prawn n steamed chicken.. its not expenve.. its worth. haha n yummy, i wanna eat it again. huhu but poor bb, i din bring her coz she hv class.. btw,, i'll bring u another tym k??
yah,, its yummy yummy.. uhuuu im hungry, no money,..

hahaha and then we go for kboxing.. felt tired after that then we decided to go home..
ok, the end..