IT'S 2015 !!

Ola. Bonjour.
Haha i just cant believe that it is now 2015. I finally graduated last year. Yeahhhhhh! After struggling myself i have finally gotten myself a degree and a job now.

I just finished reading all my previous blog posts and it made me feels like posting a new post which i am doing now. Great things happened to me. Big changes. Lets just hope i will keep fighting to be a better me.

So thats all for now. Ill post more if i have time. Well im a career woman now. Lol.


See u.

Love.
Sasa

New Semester!

Hello.
This post is actually to try out the blog it application.

Anyway, new semester already started. My result is out and it is wayyy better than the previous result. Alhamdulillah.

I am currently trying to let myself back in the study mood since i was too busy and tense before managing this semester courses.

Recently, i can feel that i am easily feels down whenever things did not goes like i was hoping to.

I think i need a day off or two just to release all the negative vibes inside me and around me.

Lets just take all the positive side and make miracle happens. I am gonna aim high this time and enjoy myself even in reality, i know works given are stacking up.

Chayouuu!!!

P/s: mount climbing expidition has been postponed to 3/5/2013.

Love,
Sasa.

Excited!

Happy New Year!! though its not new anymore.

2012 

I think it was a great year for me. 

I changed. I can say that i was a Queen of laziness. 

I don't even know how i manage to pass the previous exam since i didn't study anything.

But now, i am a bit better than before. Much better actually. I submitted almost 100% of my assignments. I've done my final exam much better. I went to class. I rarely skipped the class. 

And i know which lecturers teach which courses. Nahhh.. i didn't know my lecturers before.

An improvement? Yes. I am proud for myself. But i am really thankful to be in a circle of generous and lovable friends. I met some great friends. They motivate me whenever i felt like giving up and we share the same story. HAHA. 

Thank you Jacynta, Siti, Gg, Pyang and others.

YOU GUYS ARE LEGENDS!

Lets just hope we got better results this time. 

For 2013,

 i started my year with ofcourse New years' resolutions. But im gonna keep it to myself. :)

One thing to make this year an exciting year is i am going to climb that mountain.. yeap, the highest mountain in southeast asia, KINABALU MOUNTAIN, on April. Finally!

I told my dad about it and he said 'Ko fit kah mahu naik itu gunung?'. And i am not. Whatever. I just need to jog and start to really build my stamina. I don't know if my ibu knows about it. I'll let her know later. 

Few friends are going too. So i am excited!

See u on April, peak!

Till then,

Sasa

Assignments and midterms are waiting for me but here i am. Surfing the net just and letting the precious time passed by wasted. I am not in the mood to finish all the tasks given. The tv is on. Too much distractions. So i  decided to look through my bf's memory card. I found our old photos and suddenly realized that we don't have our recent photo. Together. I just wish i have extra money to buy a camera. A proper camera. Bluff no more. Here are several photos in the SD card.

Before climbing the ums peak.

Odec 2008

Sapi Island

Hahahahaa same pose everytime. Lol. Its good to have photos. Just that the memories won't be forgotten.

I was actually regret for not taking photos. Each memories passed by without significant memories. Where u can look at, and reminisce each moment. I didn't mean our(my bf and i) memories, its include memories with families. Looking back at those pictures made me think i should have done more outdoor activities instead of letting my lazy ass getting big. We should enjoy our lives right?

ahhh,, I can see this post is heading to nowhere. I better stop then. Anyway, enjoy your life to the fullest.  Or else, u'll regret it. 

See ya,

Sasa

Nothing but nothing

I need inspirations and motivation.

Anything that can inspire me whenever i am down or give up.

Updated?

For almost a year  i have abandoned this blog.
I am actually in the mood to write but my mind goes blank now.
Ok here are some things happened in previous months.


1. I went to nutrition club in Ld and i realized that i gained 10++kg in two years. and i think the numbers is still increasing.
2. I am still a student. haha and surprisingly, i really put efforts this time. Lets pray that i will be holding a degree before i turn 26.
3. Two of my besties are married. Sherlyn Claire @ Fong and Zella @ Killer. Congratulations for both of u. 
4. Ah i forgot what to type.

Ok, here are big events going to happen this year 2012. InsyaAllah.

1. My big bro's wedding. Since i am 10++kg overweight, i am planning to lose kgs before the wed. amin.

2. Chris' wedding on Dec 2012.

3. My final exam since last two semester and hopefully i'll do it better than last time.

4. and the list goes on.. hehe

Ok lah. I'll write again next time. With better contents and stories.

Love,
Sasa

Story of July

Lots of thing happened in July. Now, it ends and August is here.

I turn 23 in 15 of July, 1 year older than before. Something bad happened. But i manage to handle it. Hoping for the best in upcoming days. My birthday was celebrated at a restaurant. And no birthday cakes since it was forbidden for my diet.[kununlah]. Guess i shall act like a real adult now.  Okay, no more birthday story.

A burglar got into our house at LD. and the scariest part is i saw the burglar. Thank God nothing bad happened to us. A traumatic experience.

On 30 of July. My brother, the only brother, Jay get engaged. For sure with his bestfriend for life, Cinoi.
I am happy for him. Can't wait for their wedding next year, i suppose. InsyaAllah. Amin amin amin.

Since he engage already, i wonder when is my turn. LOL.

I  am now in Kota Kinabalu doing nothing but gaining weight. haha.

oh, i'm quite sure this post is really messy. Haven't write for a long time. Hectic laziness.

i am hit by sentimental songs.

up and away,

Sasa

i heart this song

Enjoy the song.


Love,
Sasa

a blow of strength

condemn me,
i'll fall but i will regain my strength.

condemn me,
i'll fall but i will never give up.

condemn me,
i'll fall, again, but still i will try to stand and walk, again and again til the end of the path of my life.

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to the heart,
keep beating. fighting.
be strong. you was strong before and will be stronger.

i own a tough heart. 

p/s: i love Riccie.

love,

sasa

End of the world

Assalamualaikum wbt. ( mcm first time pula bagi salam di blog)
Sebenarnya ini adalah pos yang ringkas ja. Mau kongsi sikit pasal tsunami dan gempa bumi yang melanda di Jepun baru-baru ini.
Sedih dan sayu hati tengok rakyat Jepun yang kehilangan saudara mara.
dan pagi tadi, bila saya buka akaun twitter sa dan ternampak tweet dari bharian(berita harian). Gempa bumi 6.8 magnitud melanda lagi. Bukan di Jepun tetapi di Myanmar.
and i was like astaghfirullahalazim, what happened to the world? (cerita dalam english la k)
is it the beginning for the end of the world?
as we( Muslims ) all know, natural disaster is one of the signs of 'kiamat'.
and i start to think it is best for us to start praying (especially me). It might be signs from God to warn us only seconds is needed to take thousands of life.

Anyway, condolences to all the Japanese and Myanmar peoples. Let us pray nothing is going to happen again. Amin.

Be tough.
and yeah, i should get going now. haven't ready yet. got class in 8.30.

p/s: im in rush. the post might be merapu rapu sikit or banyak.
love,
Sasa

Welcome Mybunny

as always,, Hi..
i am here again.
Finally, i own a pet. it's a female rabbit. netherland dwarf if im not mistaken.
the one that i really loved to own. and now i own it.
i dont have name for her but then my friend told me to name it Ann which is her name.
so, Annann is her name.
i find it a lil difficult to call her Annann.,,
lalu saya pun memanggilnya Bunny buat sementara waktu.
Tiada gambar Bunny buat masa ini disebabkan ketiadaan kamera didalam rumah.
nanti baru post k.

thanks to my Mr.Mister for the rabbit.
Happy Birthday. hope u loved my presents.
:)

gotta go,,..
oh, anyway welcome to my life, Bunny@Annann

upandaway,
SAsa

Sweet January

Halu 2011. Welcome~
I am sorry because didn't wish this earlier. Happy New Year everyone. Have a great year.
This is my first post in 2011.
nothing much to say. going back to school.
and yeah,, i suppose to graduate on October this year but due to my laziness, i had to extend maybe two or three semester. Slow and steady lah.

Congratulations to all my course those who'll graduate this October and the rest keep fighting for your degree.

i have few(many actually) New Year's resolution. will name it as my secret missions. heee i'll let you know if i made it.

hope this year will full with fun, joy and love.


iamupandawaynow,
Sasa

Homeyy is waiting

finally, i am now release.

Civil activity is coming up soon at Moyog river.

after that, i am going home babe.

so please,, wait for me.

i'll be home and cook for u. hahaha

Really miss my sisters. :D

love u.

miss my homeyy~

iamupandawaybabe,

Sasa

perfect timing

sore throat, headache, flu, cough, eyesore
all comes in a perfect timing!.
paling NGAM lah.

bisuk ada paper, arini jugalah kamu lawat sa.
I can't sleep nor study.

hidung leaking. kepala pening.
mata bengkak.terbatuk-batuk.

i'm a little bit insane right now.
my mind aren't working as usual.

oklah. i go~
bye.

iamupandaway,
Sasa

Goodluck

Hola?
I am stress. EXAM is coming very soooooon~
and i am not ready yet. not even 1%.

my FYP presentation is on 23rd Nov.
and still, i haven't start anything.
yeah! Kotoh kadi dusun.

By the way, i am HAPPY.
my Mr. Mister bought me a new roxy handbag and Vincci's wedges.
Thank you darling. muahhx!
goodluck in ur exam too, love.

WISH ME LUCK FOR MY FYP.
WISH US LUCK IN UPCOMING EXAM.

Dear God, give me the strength and lend me 'kerajinan'
to study and to do well in my exam.
Amin~

i am missing my family. my mom's cooking dishes.
wish u all were here.

Lastly, Goodluck to my luvly sister, Aida. Hope u get 5A's in ur UPSR.
and to my gorgeous sister, Bby.. Good luck in ur exam too.
not forgotten to my brother, Jay. Goodluck in ur interviews.

Wish You All The Best.

i love u all,
Sasa

~Papar Love~

PAPAR LOVE

it's a trip with friends whom i used to hang out with at Keningau.

We:
Group from KK: me (sasa), Anita, Riccie, Vincent, Davies, and Naim.
Group from Keningau: Moi, Pp, Felix, Aunty (Anita's mom)

it's a fun trip where we go fishing, catch prawns which we use it as bait.

as i promise before,
here are photos that i snap on the trip.


me with the guys.

Naim and Daniel bersantai.
love this shot.



Naim caught ikan buntal

me again and Adik(dunno whats her real name) heee

Riccie and Davies.

these are shots that i loved. heee
Thanks to the model : cutie Yani and Daniel

My favourite shot

Notty Danial. :D


the view


i like this one but sadly i snap half of yanie's figure only.
but still i love this photo.

p/s: all this photos were taken with my SE hp camera. poor quality? maybe but i am satisfied.

Great joy, loving and caring peoples.
can't wait to have a trip like this again. :)
We don't catch much. but knowing this peoples is really made my day.

gotta update soon.

i'm up up and away babe,
Sasa

sakit mata sa

adai, sakit mata.,
ni kali pos sa melayu. alim suda. eh apa kaitan??
tidak banyak mau cakap.
mau upload2 pic ja..


me, my luvly sista n cuzzy.


me and him.

and pic paling manang untuk post ini.


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yah mata ku merah digusuk2. hahahahaha

P/s: sa mau kasi private suda ini blog. yang rajin-rajin mau p baca tu sila lah bagitau sedia emel anda yah?

Sekian terima kasih.



Love,
Sasa

it's weekend

halo hi.
i am here, at Papar. with my friends. its been a long time
i didn't spend time with them.
Miss them very much. haha

now, we will go to fishing.
hope can catch some fish there.
anyway, see u all soon. with photos i suppose.
@.~

Love,
Sasa

The Untitle

Background's song: Home - Michael Buble
Mood: Missing my family ( agak sentimental disitu)
Status: Single. Eh apa kaitan ni?
Hati & Jantung: Berdegup-degup kencang. The heartbeat made me feel a lil bit uneasy.

OKlah. enough with crap. :D right now, i am listening to michael buble's song. dush~~ I WANNA GO HOME. i really missed the old Sasa. <--- agak offside di situ.

New Sasa: Hye Sasa. Where have u been. i really missed u. :)
Old Sasa: ....... (Gone with the flow of times)
New Sasa: T.T

i looked at the pictures album in my sis lappy. since mine already broke down. and i saw my family's pictures. ^_^

MISS THEM MUCH.

and i found funny photos taken by me. i know i am a SOT girl. haha

snap!

snap! snap!

snap! snap! snap!

Haha.. guilty! u made me miss u like hell.
and actually my Ibu dislike me taking pictures of her. i mean budu2 punya photo.
and Ibu, i miss u too. Semua sa miss. hehehe

got to go now. Continue finishing my assignment....

LOVE U RMF. ^_^
and
I MISS U TOO RMF.

love,
Sasa

the sotness

Morning. Again. I woke up EARLY. haha. happy bout it but
ades sakit kepala, sakit badan.
last night was a blast. nah~ terskip suda my class because
of kegutz om kogutan kadi dusun. love u bie and chris. i was craving for HINAVA before and yeahh~ dapat juga sa makan akhirnya. ;)
alalaala no pic for the hinava.


right now i am eating papaya and drinking guava juice(my fav)


nah ini pic paling manang bilang orang melayu.


kogutan punya muka.

anyway, sa pening. sorry coz this post might tunggang tabalik.

I am HAPPY.

@.~

wink for you.

P/s: sesiapa yang sa kacau semalam sa minta maaf sedia ar. :D


Lots of love,
Sasa